It’s been a while since I last posted. But I am here to celebrate the fact that a year ago, I created this blog Keeps Me Up At Night at the height of my post-college unemployed/job hunting phase. The reason I started this blog is to create a space to coherently write about things I […]
Tag: personal
Vexation of Spirit
Good evening! I just want to share a nonsensical sequence of thoughts I had last Wednesday after signing new-hire paperwork to work part-time, seven days a week between seven to seven. I’m getting ahead of myself. I got hired part-time at a grocery store. Yeah, it was official-ish last Wednesday. The I spent Valentine’s day […]
Choice & Fate
Last night, my father and I were having a conversation while driving to pick up food from a sub shop. We were rehashing the same old thing, which if you’ve read anything from this blog you already know what it is. Finding a job seems excruciating difficult for me, out of a mixture of self-sabotage […]
Reaching for Approval
Good evening. This post was kind of unprompted but I was just thinking. Since coming home from college, I’ve either gotten a job or can just barely grasp an interview for a job. And that has worn down my self-esteem and my confidence in my abilities. If I spent four years on a degree, why […]
2020 Focus
I don’t actually like the connotation the word ‘resolution’ has because I associate it with goals of losing weight and writing that book that I never actually accomplish. For the past 2 years, I still call my resolutions “resolutions,” the difference is I give it a vague weight. They’re not goals so much as they’re […]